It has been a long weekend.

On Thursday Chris lost the vision in her good eye. The hospital will be taking her to the eye doctor for a treatment either Monday or Tuesday. I really hope the treatment works.

Saturday my mom and I went to the funeral home and made arrangements for Chris. She wants to be cremated. It was very hard to go there and make those arrangements for her. It is making the situation much more real.

Mom and I went to see her on Sunday. She is already weaker then she was last weekend. She tried to walk just to the foot of the bed and back and got completely winded. We stayed for about an hour and half. When we left she called my mom on her cell phone crying. She feels so alone and didn’t want my mom to leave. This is just breaking my heart. I talked to her about it and she says she is ok. The emotion comes in waves for her. This is why I wanted her in hospice up here close to home but she insisted that she wanted to stay where she is. She is now regretting that decision.